Petrified ?

I know,
You really must be so lonely
Puffed up, lookin’ tough,
but so phony
You and your boys, you don’t know me
You really wanna hold me show me, homie !

Now, today i learnt a new word ; persecution .
- Caused of suffer because of a difference in belief's .

Like how you abstain me from doing what i want or talking to people i've known for a long LONG time .