ya'll gon' head, I think I'm gonna kick it with my girl today .

Things that happened last Thursday still could not be forgotten. We can't say 'forgive & forget' as it seriously, wouldn't make sense. Being there and seeing your friend get beaten up and couldn't do anything makes things worst. But it would've been better if i had been beaten up trying to help my friend then not doing anything. If you just don't get what I'm trying to point out, here's an example..

Imagine yourself in my position, witnessing your friend being beaten up by a bunch of guys and there you are, standing there, afraid of being whacked by a hockey stick and that we're way outnumbered. Despite the odds, I've realised that i was being a selfish and coward person. Which kind of friend will leave his/her friend hanging when they need them the most?

"The only thing you live to regret are the risks you didn't take"

Since that incident, there's always this feeling of guilt and regret haunting me. I could've helped him escape or something. At least SOMETHING could've made a difference. If i was beaten up at least i still have my dignity of trying to do something. Damn..

"Guilt is regret for what we've done
Regret is guilt for what we didn't do."

Rj is right.. we ARE getting stronger. Mentally that is, we've gain something from this, at least we've experienced it before.

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Actually today we were supposed to go out for this fishing thing at around lakeside / Chinese garden but then plans changed and we walked like for miles , realising we just walked a big round for nothing.

In the end , we decided to go to jurong library and study there. Then after a few hours, trained back and just in time for break-fast.