Things that happened last Thursday still could not be forgotten. We can't say 'forgive & forget' as it seriously, wouldn't make sense. Being there and seeing your friend get beaten up and couldn't do anything makes things worst. But it would've been better if i had been beaten up trying to help my friend then not doing anything. If you just don't get what I'm trying to point out, here's an example..
Imagine yourself in my position, witnessing your friend being beaten up by a bunch of guys and there you are, standing there, afraid of being whacked by a hockey stick and that we're way outnumbered. Despite the odds, I've realised that i was being a selfish and coward person. Which kind of friend will leave his/her friend hanging when they need them the most?
"The only thing you live to regret are the risks you didn't take"
Since that incident, there's always this feeling of guilt and regret haunting me. I could've helped him escape or something. At least SOMETHING could've made a difference. If i was beaten up at least i still have my dignity of trying to do something. Damn..
"Guilt is regret for what we've done
Regret is guilt for what we didn't do."
Rj is right.. we ARE getting stronger. Mentally that is, we've gain something from this, at least we've experienced it before.
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Actually today we were supposed to go out for this fishing thing at around lakeside / Chinese garden but then plans changed and we walked like for miles , realising we just walked a big round for nothing.
In the end , we decided to go to jurong library and study there. Then after a few hours, trained back and just in time for break-fast.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
My holiday has been like extended but not in a good way. I've been absent from school for 1 week =/ and there's lots of homeworks i still owe the teachers. And worst still.. e.o.y. is just around the corner.
Anyway, today went to drew's house to complete some overdue-ed maths homework and played some DotA till it was break-fast. Went home and ate something and joined the others for the lantern festival thing. Played with candles and fire sparks . When we were playing around the hill something stupid happened. Okay lemme elaborate, some of us were up on the hill which was quite steep and since drew's slipper had like no friction, i changed mine with his and ran down the hill, then don't know why , while running his slippers like cmi then the strap opened and i continued running and accidently stepped on some glass pieces.
So , yeah it kinda bleed and managed to take out a piece of it but another small piece is still stucked inside. Went to Fajar Shopping Centre to look for a toilet to wash the wound. Tried to pull it out but still can't and drew & binbin kept insisting that i go see a doctor. I didn't want to but in the end did but.... it was pass 10 and the clinics are all closed :) Next thing that happened wasn't what i would've anticipated to happen.
So cause the clinics are closed, we went to the A★ coffeeshop toilet. The people from the A★ coffeeshop don't know why but suddenly came and offered some help. They brought this BIG torchlight and the pincer-like thing. Drew and binbin was still there to help too. One of them used the nailclipper to try to get it out but in the end , andrew used the pincer-like thing and flick the glass out.
Then the uncle put this like chinese medicine which felt quite painful and then binbin put the plaster on. Went to the basketball court for awhile and others went home while drew, hongsiang and me went to eat at Mac's.
Can write composition sia-.-
ANYWAY, THANK YOU BINBIN AND ANDREW FOR ACCOMPANYING ME (:
Anyway, today went to drew's house to complete some overdue-ed maths homework and played some DotA till it was break-fast. Went home and ate something and joined the others for the lantern festival thing. Played with candles and fire sparks . When we were playing around the hill something stupid happened. Okay lemme elaborate, some of us were up on the hill which was quite steep and since drew's slipper had like no friction, i changed mine with his and ran down the hill, then don't know why , while running his slippers like cmi then the strap opened and i continued running and accidently stepped on some glass pieces.
So , yeah it kinda bleed and managed to take out a piece of it but another small piece is still stucked inside. Went to Fajar Shopping Centre to look for a toilet to wash the wound. Tried to pull it out but still can't and drew & binbin kept insisting that i go see a doctor. I didn't want to but in the end did but.... it was pass 10 and the clinics are all closed :) Next thing that happened wasn't what i would've anticipated to happen.
So cause the clinics are closed, we went to the A★ coffeeshop toilet. The people from the A★ coffeeshop don't know why but suddenly came and offered some help. They brought this BIG torchlight and the pincer-like thing. Drew and binbin was still there to help too. One of them used the nailclipper to try to get it out but in the end , andrew used the pincer-like thing and flick the glass out.
Then the uncle put this like chinese medicine which felt quite painful and then binbin put the plaster on. Went to the basketball court for awhile and others went home while drew, hongsiang and me went to eat at Mac's.
Can write composition sia-.-
ANYWAY, THANK YOU BINBIN AND ANDREW FOR ACCOMPANYING ME (:
Saturday, September 6, 2008
THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO GAVE ME GET WELL WISHES ;D
lol =.= it doesn't seem like things are getting better. Slept at around 3am last night cause don't know why stomach felt pain after eating the panadols (first sore throat, then fever , and now gastric-like feeling) woke up and feeling better , temperature wasn't so hot but felt hot again in the afternoon =.=
Thks to my sickness, i've been sleeping most times of the day and am lazy to complete my homeworks(:
Don't know what to post anymore. Maybe next time :D
lol =.= it doesn't seem like things are getting better. Slept at around 3am last night cause don't know why stomach felt pain after eating the panadols (first sore throat, then fever , and now gastric-like feeling) woke up and feeling better , temperature wasn't so hot but felt hot again in the afternoon =.=
Thks to my sickness, i've been sleeping most times of the day and am lazy to complete my homeworks(:
Don't know what to post anymore. Maybe next time :D
Friday, September 5, 2008
TODAY WAS NOT A GOOD DAY. Didn't sleep since yesterday and decided to get something to eat at around 4+am . Don't know why suddenly while playing computer then throat felt pain. Got some sleep in the morning and woke up realising i got sore throat =.= cb.
At 1pm, met the guys at LAN for DotA. Midway through the games suddenly caught a fever . OF ALL THE DAYS IN THE YEAR, I HAD TO CATCH A FEVER AND SORE THROAT DURING THE FASTING MONTH . Hopefully can recover soon cause i still haven't completed my maths homeworks yet .
At 1pm, met the guys at LAN for DotA. Midway through the games suddenly caught a fever . OF ALL THE DAYS IN THE YEAR, I HAD TO CATCH A FEVER AND SORE THROAT DURING THE FASTING MONTH . Hopefully can recover soon cause i still haven't completed my maths homeworks yet .
Thursday, September 4, 2008
Nine-teen days to E.O.Y
2 more days till the start of the new term . 19 more days till EOY. I'm screwed.
The holiday seemed as though it was just like a weekend. Last friday, we were happy cause it was the start of the holidays , next thing we know, school reopen. Seriously, this year is like a time-went-by-so-fast year. All the pass holidays including this sept holiday don't have any interesting events.
Today watch tv till afternoon and went out to gym with feeq, aidil and azhar. Grabbed something to eat at Lot1 since it's already break-fast and trained home. Going LAN with nich and others tmr. Hopefully it'll be something i can look forward to having fun.
The holiday seemed as though it was just like a weekend. Last friday, we were happy cause it was the start of the holidays , next thing we know, school reopen. Seriously, this year is like a time-went-by-so-fast year. All the pass holidays including this sept holiday don't have any interesting events.
Today watch tv till afternoon and went out to gym with feeq, aidil and azhar. Grabbed something to eat at Lot1 since it's already break-fast and trained home. Going LAN with nich and others tmr. Hopefully it'll be something i can look forward to having fun.
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Start of the fasting month .. =/
"Our doubts are traitors, and make us lose the good we oft might win, by fearing to attempt." -William Shakespeare
It's been kind of boring over the past 2 weeks. What interesting things happened last weekThursday Friday.
It was the last day of school (: and also the day we celebrate teacher's day. Entered the street soccer competition which was held for students and teachers to collaborate and form one team. Mr yosef was the teacher joining me, syafiq , isaac, fattah, and hafies. And little did we expect that we would emerge top ;D and the prize was just a $30 voucher.
The fasting month has already begun! It hasn't affected me much though. (wait till school reopens..) Now my daily schedule is just trying to pass the time by going out, using the com or just sleeping. Anyway, will continue posting sometime later.
NOW IT'S TIME TO BREAK-FAST. BREAK-FAST= EAT ^^
It's been kind of boring over the past 2 weeks. What interesting things happened last week
It was the last day of school (: and also the day we celebrate teacher's day. Entered the street soccer competition which was held for students and teachers to collaborate and form one team. Mr yosef was the teacher joining me, syafiq , isaac, fattah, and hafies. And little did we expect that we would emerge top ;D and the prize was just a $30 voucher.
The fasting month has already begun! It hasn't affected me much though. (wait till school reopens..) Now my daily schedule is just trying to pass the time by going out, using the com or just sleeping. Anyway, will continue posting sometime later.
NOW IT'S TIME TO BREAK-FAST. BREAK-FAST= EAT ^^
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
1) The person who tagged/pass you is?
2)Your relationship with him/her is?
Friends(:
3)Your Five impressions about her?
Smart, Pretty, Friendly, and got lots more
4)The most memorable he/she had done for you?
erm , the chance to get to know her?O.o
5)The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
Damn you x)
6)If he/she becomes your lover you will?
O.O i don't know.
7)If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
Definately..nothing.
8)If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
Never!
9)If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be?
Don't need to ask cause it will never be.
10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?
Anything she desires for~ her wish is my command =x
11) Your overall impression of him/her is?
No words can describe what i'm thinking in my mind right now.
12) How you think people around you will feel about you.
Everyone has their own perspective.
13)The characters you love of yourself are?
idk.
14) On the contrary, the character you hate yourself are?
Now that's good question! Alot alot!
15)The most ideal person you want to be is?
not sure yet =/
16)For people that care and like you, say something to them :
I feel the same way about you too!
17)Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you.
They are:
1 Hongjiong
2 Theodora
3 Binbin
4 Asma
5 Afiq
6 Rejab
7 Eric
8 Jolene
9 Shanice
10 Zakiah
18) Who is No. 6 having relationship with?
SNH
19)Is no.9 a male/female?
Female.
20)IF No. 7 and No.10 are together, will it be a good thing?
O.O no. 7 has his desire on only... SERENE! xD
21)What is No.2 Studying about?
I don't know?
22)When was the last time you had a chat with No. 3?
Just a moment ago.
23)What kind of music band does No.8 like?
No idea.
24)Does No.1 have any siblings?
Yeah. One and only. ^^
25)Will you woo No.3?
"Wah. Don't ask me."
26)How about No.7?
NOO! he's a pigeon!
27)Is No. 4 single?
Yeah..
28)What is the surname of No.5?
Manan.
29)What is the hobby of No.10?
Don't know.
30)Does No.5 and No.9 get along well?
Not sure whether they know each other.
31)Where is No.2 studying at?
Zhenghua Sec
32)Talk something casually about No. 1.
Grrreat guy.
33)Have you tried developing feelings for No. 6?
It will never ever ever never cross my mind.
34)Where does No. 9 live at?
Singapore.
35)What colour does No. 4 like?
Don't know.
36)Are No.5 and No.1 best friends?
Nopee
37)Is No .7 the sexiest person in the world?
Depends on a girl's point of view.
38) What is No. 6 doing now?
Not sure.
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Finally! Done! Lotsa questions there.
Wasn't in school today cause all my school uniforms are still in the washing machine =.=
Found out i have to hand in a malay composition tomorrow =/ but yeah, tomorrow the new part of pe will commence. And DIE! D&T shoe competition thing on Friday and my group hasn't completed the shoe and the imageboard!
SEPTEMBER HOLIDAY IS COMING! YEAHHHHH!
2)Your relationship with him/her is?
Friends(:
3)Your Five impressions about her?
Smart, Pretty, Friendly, and got lots more
4)The most memorable he/she had done for you?
erm , the chance to get to know her?O.o
5)The most memorable thing he/she had said to you?
Damn you x)
6)If he/she becomes your lover you will?
O.O i don't know.
7)If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
Definately..nothing.
8)If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?
Never!
9)If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be?
Don't need to ask cause it will never be.
10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is?
Anything she desires for~ her wish is my command =x
11) Your overall impression of him/her is?
No words can describe what i'm thinking in my mind right now.
12) How you think people around you will feel about you.
Everyone has their own perspective.
13)The characters you love of yourself are?
idk.
14) On the contrary, the character you hate yourself are?
Now that's good question! Alot alot!
15)The most ideal person you want to be is?
not sure yet =/
16)For people that care and like you, say something to them :
I feel the same way about you too!
17)Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you.
They are:
1 Hongjiong
2 Theodora
3 Binbin
4 Asma
5 Afiq
6 Rejab
7 Eric
8 Jolene
9 Shanice
10 Zakiah
18) Who is No. 6 having relationship with?
SNH
19)Is no.9 a male/female?
Female.
20)IF No. 7 and No.10 are together, will it be a good thing?
O.O no. 7 has his desire on only... SERENE! xD
21)What is No.2 Studying about?
I don't know?
22)When was the last time you had a chat with No. 3?
Just a moment ago.
23)What kind of music band does No.8 like?
No idea.
24)Does No.1 have any siblings?
Yeah. One and only. ^^
25)Will you woo No.3?
"Wah. Don't ask me."
26)How about No.7?
NOO! he's a pigeon!
27)Is No. 4 single?
Yeah..
28)What is the surname of No.5?
Manan.
29)What is the hobby of No.10?
Don't know.
30)Does No.5 and No.9 get along well?
Not sure whether they know each other.
31)Where is No.2 studying at?
Zhenghua Sec
32)Talk something casually about No. 1.
Grrreat guy.
33)Have you tried developing feelings for No. 6?
It will never ever ever never cross my mind.
34)Where does No. 9 live at?
Singapore.
35)What colour does No. 4 like?
Don't know.
36)Are No.5 and No.1 best friends?
Nopee
37)Is No .7 the sexiest person in the world?
Depends on a girl's point of view.
38) What is No. 6 doing now?
Not sure.
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Finally! Done! Lotsa questions there.
Wasn't in school today cause all my school uniforms are still in the washing machine =.=
Found out i have to hand in a malay composition tomorrow =/ but yeah, tomorrow the new part of pe will commence. And DIE! D&T shoe competition thing on Friday and my group hasn't completed the shoe and the imageboard!
SEPTEMBER HOLIDAY IS COMING! YEAHHHHH!
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